Saturday, November 19, 2005

it sucks to get hurt

today

(well, yesterday now... and who knows how many days ago by the time you read this)

i got hurt

not physically

(well, i'm not counting when i tripped myself up with a blanket)

but personally

and it sucks

it makes me want to go and say:

'hey, did you forget about me or something?'

it makes me want to run and cry because it seems to happen far too often to be a coincidence

it makes me want to go away where i might actually be used (in the good sense) by people who really need me

it makes me want to stay and stick it by being the awesomest me i can be

it makes me want to stay and forget it ever happened

i can't do it all

that's something i have learned

that's probably what got me to the place where i've got to type this post in the first place

but man it sucks

and the worst part?

the offender likely has no clue how much i'm hurt

or that the role of offender is theirs

at least that's the way i see it

should i care so much?

no

but for right now, it just stings

consider yourself stung Donna...

pull out the blasted stinger, and just move on